Once an anniversary we make chains a continual linking in the river of time Changes made on top of changes the story pauses and then writes itself again Throughout the year I carry the basket of my burdens and empty them into emblazoned colors black triangles red stars gold lightning multicolored branches There they rest, remnants of stories too intimate to speak

Face of Wedding Quilt, (as of 2023), 2020-ongoing, 91″ x 103″, Assorted fabrics, assorted yarns, and Isacord thread on linen chambray; exposed wool batting. Hand embroidery, machine applique, free motion embroidery, free-motion quilting.

Reverse of Wedding Quilt (as of 2023), 2020-ongoing, 91″ x 103″, Isacord thread on linen chambray; exposed wool batting. Hand embroidery, free motion embroidery, free-motion quilting.
Day 1: Wedding Day


Day 21


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Day 408
My brother took these of us in front of my apartment in Lawrence, Kansas


Day 499


Days 516-523
See some of the special people who stitched a star into the wedding quilt during TerMinAL mA.
Contributers from this time include: Megan Kaminski, Dora Agbas, Anne Heide, James Welch, Tristan Lindo, Tiana Honda, Sammie Hardewig, SK Reed, Lisa Hamilton, Nhan Luo, Anissa Khan, Marissa Shell… and others
Day 730
Second anniversary. Stitching the quilt in Redstone, Colorado

Day 796


Day 804
My long-lost grandmother in her kitchen in Albequerque, NM, with the wedding quilt and the wedding portrait of her maternal grandparents. (They also appeared in my film and installation, TerMinAL mA). Her sewing box is identical to my own.
Day 1096 (3rd anniversary)
Typically we travel, but since I am 41 weeks and 4 days pregnant, we are having our gift exchange in the yard. The theme this year is “leather.” I made an album for Sheldon, and he finished this leather basket I began and asked him to finish. I love it.
Day 1097
Thorton, Colorado
Sheldon works on the wedding quilt in the hotel room while I am in labor. At some point in the darkness my mom embraces me and I feel the echoes of other ancestors behind her, also embracing me.

Day 1113
Our Baby. 16 days old.

Day 1531
Fairplay, Colorado, December 2024


Day 1591
Momo loves to blow kisses. He will now say “muah” and hold his little hand against his head and lean into one of us, like a rhinoceros ramming its horn, requesting a kiss at a random moment. He says “puppy” (even when he hears a bark from far away) and “all gone” and “night night,” plus “up” and “down” and “out.” And of course his favorite: “NO!” and he will wave his hand like a rainbow and turn his head in refusal. He says “Row, row row” to prompt us to sing that nursery rhyme endlessly (although singing it in the round with another willing victim makes it more enjoyable), and his favorite to say is “doe… dee” to get us to sing “Doe, a Deer,” from the Sound of Music, which we sing countless times each day. Even grandpa Jim who is visiting from Detroit sang it for him and earned a huge beaming smile from Mo.
Day 1593
Castle Rock, Colorado, 2025
Momo is like a wild racoon in the house. He pulls ALL the books off of each shelf. ALL the recipes out from the box and onto the kitchen floor. ALL the folded laundry off my shelf. ALL the tupperware out of the drawers. He likes circular lids. Like mason jar lids, and bottle caps. He will clutch them as he wreaks havoc in the house. He is constantly getting into everything. Making messes. Being feral in general. Circling around like a crazy baby chick. We call his greenish-gold woolen suit his “Green Bean” and he can now say “geenbean” very cutely. I took him in the backpack on a 3 mile walk and he clutched his circular tupperware 95% of the way, even on a cold day, even while he slept! He likes to hold onto things.

We still haven’t finished our annual row of chain stitches for year three OR for year four. Part of me wants to find a quicker ritual. Part of me wants to sit down together and sew quietly.
I sometimes grow tired of seeing all the raw edges sticking out of the quilt. Part of me wants to bind it so it looks more finished. But then I worry it will get set aside as “done.” We haven’t given it the same attention as we were before the baby. But now there are so many more things to do. And undo. And redo. Lots of redoing. Put the books back on the shelf again. Put the cups back in the drawer again.
Day 1598
A little Instagram reel (screen-recorded and pasted here) from some quiltkeeping momo and I were doing this week with the big Februrary snows.